Forgive me… For I am a coward
Why is love so difficult. I always thought, as the guy who’s always chasing, it would be simple to turn someone down. I was right of course, *SIDE NOTE* (Avatar Reference), until someone you really care about come along and you feel horrid regardless of how it was accomplished.
Two sides of the same coin.
After somewhat accepting the fact the love of my life didn’t have reciprocating feelings I went through life finding women couldn’t live up my standards (set according to her attributes). Then out of the fuckin blue new lady comes into my life. But I can’t say anything to her. Scared of rejection? Probably. But I can’t mess up what we already have for the slim chance we could have something more….